Monday, March 31, 2008
I'm back! (:A new day and a fresh start aheads.
Woke up in the morning after hearing my mum's nagging. Seems rathered frustrated, trying to pull myself back to bed, but i could not. So, i woke up, but found out that where have mylove gone to? Why didn't he appear infront of me when he promised to bring me to consult a doc. At that point of time, i was extremel pissed and angry. I wonder is it promises are meant to be broken? Or the love i gave to him was not good enough, or even is it because of his tiredness. I called him, but to no avail. I guess he would be sleeping like a log.
To be continued.....
sleeping now. zZzZzZZZZzzz.
Sorry guys out there, i didn't mean it. (:
Posted by brendaong at Monday, March 31, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Hey yo, back again bloggers! (:want to know the reason why? Because mylove wants to read it. Haha. (: So, i back here to blog. Today, woke up late because the previous night, i slept later than what i expected. After which, woke up and saw a messaged from mylove at 13:38pm. He messaged me with uncountable pages and as i read, i almost teared. It touches my heart and i love him deeply. It's the love that comes to us and we are down on our journey. Soon after, i meet mylove up at tpy. We tuck in for lunch, i ate kuay teow noodles and mylove ate laksa. Then, we headed to chinese medical shop. Wanted to get skin treatment to apply for my skin. It really iches me to the extend that i could not take it. I really wanna get smooth and nice skin mann! :( Consulting a doctor soon. I meant later. (:
Went to work at tpy pasar malam. Started work at 18.30p.m. Worked till 22:00p.m, and the pay was like fucking little. 5 dollars per hour. At the end of the day, it was only like $17.50. Fucked up man!! Did something stupid there and can say that we're sacked half way. Damn stupid idiot. Headed up to tpy Mac` to talk things out with mylove abt what happened just now. Then, to tpy interchange to meet ming kuang. (:
Nevertheless, mylove and i created some misunderstanding and there goes our quarrells again. Miscommunications and misconceptions were the main problem and most importantly our personality. Stubborness and bad attitude are also another one of the concerns. Pick up a fight and afterall we're back again. The love we made can really never be erased. I love you, sweetheart. (: Headed near my house there to eat and then home sweet home. I really do miss him alot, but does he know all about it. I really dont know. ;(
Conferencing on the phone with mylove and jason. It's all about working relationship in this society, trust even. I really don't know. Seems rathered confused now and then. No suitable jobs overall. Stressed!
Okay2, i think i'm gonna of to bed soon. Haha. LOL. quite tired and the itchyness coming to bother me again. Fuck!
Goodnights darlings, esp to mylove right now at pasir ris park. (;
Baby, i'm waiting for you to bring me to consult a doctor tml.
Miss you lots`
Huggs&muacks! (:
Posted by brendaong at Sunday, March 30, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Listen up, bloggers! Been a long time since i'm back here blogging again. Tough times don't last, tough men does. Been through all ups and downs during this whole period of time. What've stayed deep in my mind would be something that i'll remember vividly in my mind. It'd been embraced into my soul and maybe even after my death. It all lies in me. It's my fault, i regretted.Oh ya, not to end with it. I did bought a MONT BLANC wallet for mylove on the 14th feb, our 1 year anniversary. I threw him a surprises by hanging it outside cinelesiure on the railing itself. Ordering him to run from one end to another end and there he goes his present. (: Baby, i hope you really like it. Your wish did come true isn't it? LOL.
Soon t continue....
Posted by brendaong at Thursday, March 27, 2008
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Hi everyone. its been a long time ever since i am bk here blogging again. LOL.at his house now. js came bk from suntec city. =D ate SWENSENS'S , and the food were yummy. i jus couldn't stop myself from eating. after which, accompanied him to have a puff. we talked and emotions came in. In short, i jus have to change. Brenda, U NEED TO CHANGE NOW. else it'll be too late. i'm always looking forward to a better r/s as compared to now. But i jus couldn't face the fact his feelings towards me seems to be faded. I'm SAD. i dont knw what to do, how to make him love me bk like last time? I'm so LOST. who can ans me? =( whatever it is, i jus hope to see both of us live long and have an everlasting r/s. I don't want it to end jus like this. NICHOLAS, I LOVE YOU. i jus dun wan him to leave me. i want him, and i really meant it.*WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME? * haish, i think i sholud keep myself packed in oreder not to think of hiim.not to tie him like a bird/ monkey.
Brenda, CHANGE NOW. )=
so yea, gtg.
goodnights and sweetdreams. =D
loves&huggs,BF.
Posted by brendaong at Sunday, September 30, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
hey yo.(:i'm here blogging again. Just came hm from school. Today, engineering material test makes me go crazy. made lots of careless mistake. ARGHH. i think i'm going to be dead man` maths on tue was also hell. i dknw what to do now. Mind seems so confused and irritated. my stupidity brings me to nowhere. I HATE IT!! :(
NO more A's i think.----> NO more $100. haish. ( fly away le)
i'm sorry B!
I'll try my very best just for U.
tml there's still Cprog, OMG. worst sub of all. Nevertheless, i going to strive for it yea? will blog again when my results reveal. Hopefully, it will be good to see it, else i think i'm going nuts.
okay2 ppl, i have to get myself changed to meet namira to study. No more slacking. Wait till exams over, then i'll have plenty of time with u guys. (: shall get going now. miss ya guys.
`signingoff_@6.71p.m*
`brenda*huggs_ (:
Posted by brendaong at Thursday, August 16, 2007
Friday, August 10, 2007
hell0s ppl, back here again blogging in sch. (:jus finished CRS test and wonder how i fair for it. feared that i didnt do well. ARGHH. but, its OVER. cant help thinking much. now waiting for E mtl which is starting at 1p.m/ i'm confused now. called hiim* jus now to ask him whether he would be joining my family for my sis b'day, he jus hack care and say he will confirm with me later. wonder what the ans from him to me would be like. ) : dun alk abt it alr, speechless*
In the midst of everything now and then.
oh ya, yest was SINGAPORE'S 42th NATIONAL DAY` (:
met up with liping, sinyi and bballers--> idy, jessica, eileen , lina & his* gf to watched fireworks.(:
it was an awesome one.everyone's like shouting their voice out. HAH. of coz,our grp too`
after which, went to marina square. headed 7-11 to buy ourself a blackcurrent vodka and apple nite.soon after, met some other friends, jiayan,wenting and all their grp of friends.
eating, talking and enjoying. but do not know where to go. So, decided to head home sweet home.(:
msged him* but he seems so unwilling to come and meet me. i gave up and continued wiith all my friends. After which, supposed to meet him ad macpherson, but i think lee( our managing director) drove hiim* to my block downstairs. He waited for me. I wanted to lend PSP from hiim* but he asked me to go his hse. i declined, but after which, i went. dunno why too` LOL.
Okay2 ppl, i think i shall blog sme other time when i'm free. mood seems rather bothered now.
so gtg. TC all ppl. (:
loves`
always lovin` hiim*
(:
Posted by brendaong at Friday, August 10, 2007
Monday, August 6, 2007
=P
hellos peeps, pics taken` (:
during our way hm.
a hetic day today,though school ends early.
stayed back to study and revise for maths this coming tue.
ohh ya, having my dunno wad scholarship on monday.(holiday) (:
so guys outta dere, will be busy these few days mugging those exams for the final semester.
hope u guys uds.
(: